Carpe Diem
"The whole of life is but a moment of time. It is our duty, therefore to use it, not to misuse it"
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Beautiful
“Let’s go for a drive first, drive around at night, no sense of direction, no point of destination. Just YOU, me, and the road.
No, we’re not going to “Make Out Mountain” or rent out a motel for the night to get down to business.
Yet, I actually want to have sex. Emotional sex. The kind of sex where you can never contract a disease. The kind sex where its okay to not wear protection. The kind of sex where I ejaculate my feelings into your soul, letting you feel me understand your every thought, every sensation of life. I want to penetrate your feelings, how you feel about life itself, the twist and turns in the emotional bed of what makes you…you.
I want to lock lips on your ideas, your opinions, your facts, and your fictions. I want to finger the very essence of your soul, trying to find the spot which makes you tingle and unleash more orgasms from your mouth about your relationships, the stress of life, the things you value most importantly.
I also want you to blow me, blow my mind away with your understanding of how I perceive life, how i value my relationships. I want you to grab a hold onto my back, the things I’m trying to get off, my pet peeves, my annoyances, my stresses, and help me unload them into something I won’t care for anymore. I want to try many positions, your position on what makes you smile, your position on what you expect out of loved ones, your peers, your family.
This isn’t your typical one night stand. I’m here for more than just one night, I’ll call back the next day, and the next day, and the numerous next days after that, to check up on you, seeing how well you moved through life, perhaps asking if you want a second go. I am here for you.
I’m here to make a connection. I want to tell you how beautiful you are nude, nude of your self-conscious guard. I want to show you it is okay to be naked with me because I’m gonna share myself with you too. Join me?”
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Reality
Now that I thought about all the things I need to do over the weekend, I’m not very excited anymore. More so depressed and stressed out.
Things I gotta do:
1. Work on my lab write up [due monday]
2. Study for psych midterm [monday at 8am]
3. Study for math midterm [tuesday at 6 pm]
4. HHS BB assignment
5. Online math homework.
ugh school sucks
on a side note, I might go watch paranormal with the luu sisters tonight (: woo
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TGIF
Friday is here and I’m so excited. I don’t know if its just me but this week has gone by uber fast. NO COMPLAINTS here though (:
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Nothing Short of the Ordinary
Today is thursday and I woke up to the sound of a knocking on my door. Before I could even usher the movement to come in, Missy storms into my room speaking in a hectic voice that Katie was in the hospital! Upon hearing this news, I immediately snapped out of dazed phase and was wide awake. Apparently she left in the middle of night and told neither of us that she was in immense pain. This finally allowed me to connect the dots as to what the commotion was last night when I heard the front door slamming. I just figured it was nothing and resumed my sleeping ways. Now I feel a sense of guilt because I didn’t go out of my way to see what was going on ): Katie was so considerate of our feelings and didn’t have the heart to wake us up in the dead of night but I didn’t even have the courtesy to get my ass out of bed and peek outside. I know there wasn’t much I could do but I could’ve still kept her company while she waited for her dad to come pick her up. ugh…I’m such an amazing roommate /= Turns out she had bronchitis and a possibility of a blood clot somewhere? They took samples of blood and had x rays done on her. Hopefully nothing is wrong and she gets healthy again. I’m currently kinda of worried because Katie and I have the exact same symptoms: a cold that has lasted more than a month, coughing fits that won’t go away, ears getting plugged for days on end, no sense of relief, fatigue. I feel like she was progressing faster than I was and maybe the chest pain will catch up with me in a couple of days if I don’t get any better. Bronchitis is said to be quite contagious >_< I think I might have to get a check up sometime soon and avoid the whole emergency hospital escapade while I still can. Bleh, I blame Corvallis for all this sickness flying around :P
So yupppp, I had the urge to blog and what happened today was pretty epic. Thought I should share (: I don’t have class til two and Brian is sleeping. What better to do than catch up on tumblr lol I haven’t been on here since FOREVER! I think I might start randomly blogging every now and then. We’ll see how long this lasts. I get bored easily :D
Hope everyone is enjoying the sun today. buhbyes <3
